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Thursday, December 10, 2009

THIS IS DEDICATED TO YOU.

BOK CHONG MENG.

Its kindda weird if i were to type zhong ming,
so its replaced with the friendlier chong meng.

anyway, the feeling of you going into another place,
and not being able to talk to you for a period of time,
seriously feels exasperating.

For the past few years, we've been talking to each other almost everyday,
and so many places we've gone to,
so many things we've done,
and so many words we've spoken.

you're seriously, an exotic friend.
LOL.

Finally, tomorrow would be your first day,
your big step out,
towards a path that every boy have to go thru.

have a fufiling time in there!
and lastly,

goodluck la huh!
:D

dont want to write till too emotional. Later I cry or you cry. =p

much love,
Hainamz.

P.S: call me if they bully you. i will kill them. HAHHA!

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Wednesday, December 09, 2009

A BELATED LOCKED POST

many times,
i wished i never called.
many times,
i wished i never heard.
many times,
i wished i never felt.
many times,
i wished i never read.
many times,
i wished i never thought.
many times,
i wished i never did.
many times,
many times.
i wished,
i never remembered your number,
i guess,
many times,
you wished i never called.

the one i love,
is not you.
its the one who talks to me every single night before i go to sleep.
the one who brought me my favorite flowers,
the one who brought me to the doctor and held my hand when i was crying,
because it was so painful.
the one who attended every concert i was in,
the one who brought me to many other nice concerts
the one who brought my gummy bears knowing i love them
the one who gave me cute little bears
the one who listened to my whinnings everyday
the one who writes me little pieces of paper, with cute words on it.
the one who writes me letters when i was away.
the one who celebrated christmas, my birthday, new year, exams, tests,
family gathering, and many other birthdays. with me.
the one who brought me to watch fireworks.
the one who knows that i've got a fetish for sweet cakes.
the one who i shared my, time, past, present, and probably even future.
the one i thought i'll share my life with,
the one i thought i was special in his eyes.
the one i thought he was different.
the one i thought was true.
too many,
too many.
ultimately, in the end,

i realised i was wrong.

i guess, by now,
you all are already bored by me.
thankyou for reading so far.
goodbye.

joyce.lyn

one, by one.

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we can never go back to before.

For things have changed,

and time has passed.

our happy days were there,

and lets just keep it in our hearts.

for i've met a better one,

and also the loving one.

goodbye N,

because our scenes have past.

It seems easier to be honest when you aint around.

despite being my friends,

they might not know the best way i work.

but, truthfully,

i just want to be alone,

and its better when others dont find fun out of it.

seriously.

YOU. JASDEN HOE.

YES. YOU.

joyce.lyn

some says, love has no expiration.

i say, memories are the ones that doesnt expire.

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Tuesday, December 08, 2009

i felt pretty much upset,
because you didnt say bye.

then comes your favorite phrase,
what difference does it make
:/

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Monday, December 07, 2009

Its been really really awesome days, ever since A's officially ended.

Everyday, there's like endless parties, gatherings, and infinite things to think about, and do.

Having fun, laughing, dancing, even just l4d-ing.

Everything just seems awesome!.

:)

Still thinking about the places that i really wanna go,

before i do anything else seriously?

cause i think im expecting too much out of this world, this life.

or maybe, there are really that many things that i want to achieve,
and accomplish.

i think, there are just to much to think about.

because, i believe that life,
is more than just a dream.

joyce.lyn
we dream,
because we believe.

Go realise your dreams my friends,

for faith is the drive for all dreams,

to become the reality.

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Tuesday, December 01, 2009

THIS IS SO OVER,

SO FUCKING OVER.

BYE As!

ITS FOREVER GOOODBYEEEE

FOR GOOODDDDDD!

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11.09AM
01/12

FINALLY! today IS THE DAY! :D

long awaited for.
after 3 years, this is the last day in MI.

IT IS OVER.
AND THIS IS IT!
:D

LETS GIVE OURSELVES BIGGG ROUNDDD OF APPLAUSEEE.
CAUSE WE SURVIVED IT!.

tonight! lets go for a WELL DESERVED MEAL!
BIG BIG LOVEEEE!
:D

joyce.lyn
:)
I LOVE US!

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Sunday, November 29, 2009

29/09/2009
22.50pm

it feels kind of lousy, because i hadnt been able to decide much about anything.
From dresses, to phones, to other little things,
like whether i want to buy a slice of cake.

i took 30 mins to think if i wanted to pay my phone bill.
2 weeks has passed, and i hadnt decide which phone to choose.
many dresses have slipped thru my hands,
just because i hadnt been able to decide which to buy.

i think,
these are the post-trauma of making a wrong step.

really,
it has changed me alot.

i guess,
i'll never gamble again.

Because, i've already lost my only bet,
and i'll never earn it back.

joyce.lyn
fear, and more fear.

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Friday, November 27, 2009

i really dont understand.

why do people not treasure their lives.

There are people out there,

fighting for that 1 more year, 1 more month, 1 more day,

and even 1 more minute to live.

but,

there are also retarded people out there,

who doesnt treasure their lives,

and instead harming themselves.

i believe, god didnt give us life to hurt ourselves.

Its for us to treasure,

and to make the best of out it.

joyce.lyn

cause WE

only LIVE

just ONCE.

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